sigh. i was star gazing just now. i was wondering. if ah ma was one of those shining stars looking down upon our family, and watching over us. i counted the stars. firstly, 8. as i stared harder. i saw 13. i love the stars. i wish i could go and pluck one down and hug it to sleep. i miss ah ma all of a sudden. she passed away when i was 4. dont rmb much except for her chubby face. and i used to sit on her lap. and she'll cook her famous "noah hiang" for us. lovely.
i was thinking, this is such that as God opens your spiritual eyes. you'll see more of his creation. in this case. more stars. more wonderful stuff. sigh. thought of losing friday's match. determined not to think anymore. and i plead our cgirls. dont think too much anymore. must take it easy. and train harder. stop thinking pessimistically. take it as God giving us a chance, while everyone is gg for comps, we take this time to put in more effort and do better. after all, Failure is the mother of success. wise words indeed.
i have to work harder. in four aspects. studies. patience. love towards family and friends. and of course, vball. i too, have to learn to make my anger short lived. not to get so short tempered. (that is. patience) sigh. no one really is perfect. ppl who are pretty, with a good body, are DEFINITELY shit in their attitude. and ppl who are plump etc. they're really jovial and kind etc. just attitude which everyone loves. God is fair with "talent giving" oh well. really random stuff. it's just some stuff i thought of tonight.
hmm. i'm gna mature and not act shit-lame. and of course. not to piss anyone else. but maybe with myself? sigh. i'm gna do my qt. bye!
DANCED- 1:24 PM